DeadAristocracy

I'm in love... again. I love Marilyn Manson *q* XDD. But really, I love his style, his voice, his face... I love everything on him. He is an awesome singer. All day I just listening his songs and watching his videos. XD I miss my counrty... really. Oh my god, guys listen to me NEVER move to an other country without your friends... its terrible T_T. But I'm happy bit because  I can go to the seaside x3. Hm... I forgot what I wanted to write x_X Oh nice... >_

I'm a liar. I told my old friends, I'm back, I'm the old girl, that girl who was always happy... but I lied to her, or not? I don't know. I had one person in my life who was the most important thing to me, but I don't know how we became to here, that person hate me, and I hate this person too, but deep in my broken heart... I still love. Now my friends are the best friends of this person, and I was sad... about this. I lost myself. All is happened about nearly... 4 months ago. Before this I was a happy, nice, always crazy person... and now? Just like a puppet. Many times happens like I just sit somewhere and look out from my head to the

First time when I using this thing *never was normal*. How the people can feel loneliness and happiness in same time? I don't know, but I feel... I'm strange yes I know. In this minute *lies* (all day) I think about, 'Oh come take some photos'... the photography makes me happy, but today... I can't touch my camera, I just sit in my bed and chatting. My heart broking nearly everyday, the reason why I haven't too much picture haha. Okay it's enough talking about a good thing *.* My family's friends bring a paper about the summer job so finally I can go to work, so *finger cross* I hope I'll get my job. haha I love my friends they hold my so